The Past

So I've come to relaize that the past really dosen't need to be talked about.... You know how it is, it starts as an innocent conversation and turns into a huge fight because things are said and found out that didn't need to be known.
Well it didn't get that far, can you believe that Scott dosen't want to know ANYTHING about my past. See I'm the total opposit, I want to know about the past of the people I love and am inolved with, I do but I don't. Scott says there is no need to talk about it because it's in the past and it dosen't matter, the past is over with and that it only leads to trouble anyway.
Which I admit I agree with BUT at the same time you can't hide the past forever either. I mean eventually something is going to come up or out. Kinda like last night. I admitted to something I probably shouldn't have, we had a bit of a fight and it was over and done with. Which was good, BUT at the same time now I'm wanting to talk about everything in the past. However I AM smarter then that. I'm not opening that door cause well lets be honest, I don't have the best past and definitly one that I am by far NOT proud of.
I am who I am today though by way of the past. It's those things and experiences that made me who I am...
Yeah I'm blabbing now cause well it's Friday and a slow day at work and I don't know what else to talk about. My life is pretty damn boring...lately anyway, and I like it that way!
Big plans for the weekend.. I'm getting my hair done, and when I say done I mean a total complete change... Yep I'm going curly!!! I've wanted a drastic change for a while now, and I"ve decided to perm it. I'm nervous cause we've all heard and seen the horr stories of perms gone bad, but I'm pretty sure it'll be okay... I'll have to get a picture posted once it's done for those of you out of town!!!
Also having a turkey dinner Saturday night. No special occasion just have a turkey and want to cook it. So we're having Matt and Tanya over and we're having Turkey. I think maybe I should invite the other guys too, since I'm sure there's going to be a ton!!! It'll be fun, my first hosted BIG dinner party.
It'd be nice to have my new dinning room furniture for it but I'll have to wait afew more weeks for it. I'm getting old... new furniture excites me!!! I'm getting my parents dining room set with the huge table, six chairs and china hutch.. WHOO HOO!!! How sad and old am I?!?!?!?!?!